/dis/ - Discussion

>>17244
Addendum to my post: I would make her draw herself inflate and pop into gore and pump her up until she begs me to burst her. This is pretty common in my community already although very hush hush.

Probably not, but I have no way of truly knowing until I am actually in that situation. I do, however, have a similar psychology and list of mental disorders as some pretty gruesome murder/rapists. Not saying I'm just like them, but there is a world where I didn't manage my own mental health and became more like them.
I also get the sense I'm not as upset with IRL gore as some of the others in this thread. I've seen a handful of cadavers in my life so far, and none of them particularly disturbed me. There was even one time I had a hard time keeping a smile of my face while looking at one of them. The smell and the mess don't bother me. In fact, I kinda wish I had a chance to poke around and play with their exposed organs.
Even if I was more psycho I don't think I would kill this hypothetical woman simply because I find sexual gratification fleeting and meaningless.

On a side note of IRL guro, I have considered buying an anticoagulant and using my own blood as lube.

feels like a glowie thread but i’ll give it a go. for me, the answer is complicated. do i want to? yes, god yes, of course. but i don’t want to upend my life just yet. i’d either die, end up prison, or spend the rest of my existence tormented by paranoia. but if there was the chance to do it and know, definitively, absolutely, that i’d never be found out, and there’d be no repercussions whatsoever, than i’d do it in a heartbeat. but that situation pretty much only exists in the realm of my imagination (and the hypothetical situation posed in this thread), so… that’s that.

if it counts, i also do a lot of guro-adjacent shit already, just in milder forms. i cut myself to get off, love the smell and taste of my own blood, and at least a third of my guro stash is irl stuff. i also (ashamedly) admit that i’ve gotten kicks out of cleaning deer before, which is a big part of knowing that gore is so much more than a fantasy for me.

>>17415
>buying an anticoagulant and using my own blood as lube
wow, i love this idea. i’d only ever used fake blood before (like, halloween makeup) but this is way hotter.

>>17418
>wow, i love this idea. i’d only ever used fake blood before (like, halloween makeup) but this is way hotter.

I've though about doing that before, but I had several concerns. Namely, components of the fake blood leeching through my dick skin and into my bloodstream (which is entirely possible and I remember seeing at least a couple toxicity with that as the route for the toxin.) And fake blood doesn't have the same slickness as real blood.
If I ever actually go through with the anticoagulant, I'll post what I used and the dosage.

>i’ve gotten kicks out of cleaning deer before

That reminds me, once I was dissecting a fetal pig as part of a biology class, and I kept getting an erection no matter what. Luckily, I was able to hide it. But looking back, that was probably my "awakening" in realizing I liked gore/guro.

the only irl guro I'd involve myself in would be torturing to death anyone who wants to do irl guro to innocent people.

>>12745
oh yeah, I remember know. I understand the disappointment and I appreciate your understanding because at the moment we are only accepting discord server ads in /rp/ as long as they entirely focused in roleplaying, specially if guro is involved. Other than that, it falls under common ad and, therefor, deleted.

Glad to have you back Ana, forgot to mention that!

>>12746

oh so you remember me?

also thanks for the information

>>12244

Hey Yuno! I was wanting to talk to you again and catch up. Not sure if you'll see this but I think your email is dead since the domain it's on expired. Quisiera saber como te ha pasado todo etc, hay mucho que quisiera contarte.

The good old IRC times.

My email is in the email field, should tell you who I am.

>>12245

Ryona isn't dead but he is extremely inactive. I was able to talk to him once I think a year ago.

Guro is getting more popular among normies and gore has always been popular among normies although very hush hush.

>>17290
Very hush hush… Horror/Gore has been one of the few genres that has always had a decently sized audience through the years

Consensual Non-Consent. Aka rape roleplay.

>>17271
Thanks!

i’ve had so many through the years. oddly enough, they were worse back when i was still super ashamed and “in denial” about my fetishes. once i accepted them, they stopped. but i kind of miss them tbh.

one of the earliest i can remember is of finding a dead, disemboweled boy in the hallway outside of my bedroom. i stuck my hands in his guts and felt them up for a bit, before quickly experiencing “oh shit” levels of panic, at which point i picked the body up bridal-style and stowed it in a dumpster a few blocks away from my house.

then, i had one where i was kneeling in an alleyway with a female corpse propped up against my chest, kissing and fingering her. i still remember the way it felt, and how cold she was. the whole dream smelled of gasoline for some reason too.

my longest and most anxiety-inducing dream of all was probably the one about strangling a woman during sex, burying her body in the woods, and then moving back home with family to put as much distance between the crime scene and myself as possible. i made it about three, maybe four months before there was an article in the news about the body being found. and somehow, inexplicably, my family instantly figured out that it was me. i woke up on the verge of vomiting after that.

randomly enough, i’ve also dreamt of gurochan a few times, just browsing the boards. and then i wake up and feel disappointed that all of the artworks i dreamt of don’t exist irl.

>>17272
>>17271
Also back then when grindr "allowed" the fakeGPS app, I tried to flirt with trans women from other countries. Of course nothing happened but it boosted my confidence since very attractive ,fit or even mature ts girls wanted to top me\ domme me. One was even a pro domme, she liked calling me *slurs* and said id make a good cute sub

>>17282
> and then i wake up and feel disappointed that all of the artworks i dreamt of don’t exist irl.

Felt the same with my dream. Whole scenario is just up my alley, and it still exist only in my head.

i literally can't unless it's guro.

why do people feel guilty?

As per wikitionary, a waifu is:

> A fictional female character from non-live-action visual media (typically an anime, manga, or video game) to whom one is romantically attracted and/or whom one considers their significant other.

I don't have a fictional character I consider my significant other, and that sounds pretty unhealthy.

I do have favorite characters and characters I find fappable, and of course I do fap to them, as that's the whole point of finding them fappable. And of course that includes fapping to guro scenarios with them, as that's the whole point of having a guro fetish. At least as long as it's happy/consensual/casual guro as per my variation of the guro fetish. Indeed, I would usually find it hard to fantasize about characters not on this list. I would still consume such content created by others, but to come up with scenarios with other characters myself I just don't care about them enough.

That being said, I'm trying to avoid creating guro with Alisa Seleznyova, as I want to avoid what happened with the Kagamine twins. Which is that I started with writing a non-guro story about them titled Innocence, but then I wrote a guro spin-off of it, then another one, and then it was a slippery slope into more and more guro, which was all good fun, but I also found myself pretty much unable to fantasize about them in non-guro scenarios. When I try to do so, my mind just slips into all the more exciting guro possibilities. So, as I said, I'm trying to avoid making guro with Alisa Seleznyova, but it's not because of some kind of guilt, it's just because I don't want to become unable to make non-guro content with her.

I don’t really see my wifu with all her internal organs on display as goro.
Nothing is hotter then seeing her beautiful face as I watch her heart beat and fondle her brain.

>>4577
What little is out there was requested, written, or commissioned by me.

Go to any college bookstore and buy the latest anatomy textbook. Or maybe go to a used book store and look in the medical section.

I don't know sources of precisely the stuff where nobody is harmed but there are twitter and telegram channels that post lots of nasty stuff.

also there is virtual human project somewhere on internet where you can see through human body and examine everything you like

Being able to look at a woman and “see” her nude, then all her internal organs is pretty hot. Looking over anatomy books and the anatomy thread in g will go a long way

It's up for me. Haven't noticed any outages recently. Try clearing your browser cache? Or verify you haven't somehow blacklisted it?

I see that the domains registration with GoDaddy expired last July. I wonder if it finally got removed for nonpayment.

>discord
Fuck you and your whore mother

>>17274
>>17274

reasonable.

>>16799
at least few years ago f-list was pretty good for any kind of roleplay including guro. and it was possible to meet any kind of people you like.

there is no need to do roleplay you can just talk about stuff and people will hit you themselves if you make good profile.

the problem is that you will just never meet anyone of those people in real life and will not even find out if they are men or women ;)

>>16812
i haven't checked it out cause i thought it was just for furries, but on closer inspection i was wrong! exciting cause i've missed messing with bbcode
and irl gender doesn't matter tbh just need to get my shit rocked lol

>>16744
I feel this way too a lot, I like a lot of manipulation stuff as well and con non con, and every time I talk about what I enjoy I get some conversation about how gaslighting is never consensual, my solution to that has been to just not care and drop out of the kink scene, manipulation isn't illegal regardless of consent so I'll just accept being the bad guy as the price for being myself

For guro it's a little different though, it's at least 70% fantasy, once people like me enough I tell them and they're not really going to randomly hate me for it usually because I don't become friends with the kind of people who do that

>just like incest or impact or cnc (which i feel is more or less normalized currently)

that’s some real shit. like, those just feel like “normal” fetishes to me at this point. i’d love to roleplay as siblings or do fake rape, ageplay, kidnapping scenarios, etc. but then i see how shocking those kinks already are to the average person, and i promptly lose any hope of ever indulging the darker side of things.

like you, i do get hit on now and then, so i know i’m not utterly hideous. but i can’t be bothered to pursue anything because i feel that, ultimately, i’m either going to repulse them into leaving, or i’m going to spend the whole relationship pretending to be something that i’m not. and being dominant adds a whole other dimension of anxiety to it, because i feel like it’s a lot more risky to tell someone that you fantasize about cutting them, strangling them, drinking their blood, etc. as opposed to telling them that you fantasize about having those sorts of things done to you. i don’t know. i’m also just venting, i guess.

and as an additional side note: i have self-harm wounds for kink reasons too! anyone who sees them pretty much assumes they’re from depression, lmao. if only they knew.

Alright this is a topic for me thank you very much

I found a person with some fucked up self-esteem, who was in pain. It was easy to deduce they hide something funny since I am also do. Slowly but surely I've been building their character around recieving and inflicting pain, and am proud to say that now we both joke about suicide, genocide and gore around eachother a lot. They also feel much better, than before. Sadly can't fall in love with them for the same reasons, but just having an understanding person, who I can hurt from time to time is great

Check the art of Roberto Ferri

any portrait of saint sebastian would look very nice, especially if you have other works of religious iconography in your home (although, i’m biased because i am into twinks). and if you don’t mind dominant women in your guro art, a print of caravaggio’s judith beheading holofernes might be up your alley. i’d also recommend looking around for classically-styled japanese eroguro prints. not too many artists specifically come to mind (since most of the ones i know of either primarily depict men, are very sexual, or both), but there’s definitely nicer stuff in that style too.

while not as “classy,” posters for old horror and/or exploitation films might also capture that same vibe. you can genuinely buy compilation books of those sorts of posters on amazon, kek.

you could always commission an artist you like/who does traditional oil painting. even a digital artist, i bet you could have it printed on poster paper at, like staples

>>17162
I think maybe "database politics" might be a different way of thinking about the aesthetisation of politics and politics as spectacle.
I need to read DeBord and some other guys.
The thing is I don't see politics as performance art as bad exactly.
I think politics as ritual and performance art simply accurately describes campaign rallies and much of the system.
It's not bad or good it's just how things are.
I think politics being somewhat like professional wrestling, fursonas, team sports culture or fandom is just is what it is.
Not really sure what that implies for individuals.
"Subvert the alt-right ero-guro political database" sounds cool but is kind of meaningless.
I kind of have an idea that left-wing should reorganize along the lines of fandom sites like AO3 and ROM.
Organization is inevitable but control is not.
Not really sure that makes sense though.
Kind of getting off topic of guro though.

>>17151

I'm not claiming to know more than anyone here. I think your analysis does fit in some ways though it's debatable in others, and I don't think the overall interpretation is correct. I think I'm also not well versed enough and far too stoned. What do you mean by:

Drag is a social performance of the erotic: identity, embodiment, power, gender and sexuality.

>>17176
I mean that in general pornography is like a bimbo kink.
Signs of sexuality pushed to the maximum.

I remember reading an essay about buddhist charnel-ground meditations ,adapted by japanese buddhists, as being "paleo guro" art.
Basically buddha told monks to go to the cremation grounds to see corpse in various rotting states, to grasp the nature of life. So, the art features young women rotting to various degrees.
tibetan buddhist art also features severe mutilations, etc
>and as a christian universalist, Id like to accuse many pastors of doing torture porn when they describe hell

>>17225
I am pretty sure Christianity is the guro cult par excellence what with the martyrs and all but I know what you mean about bhuddism.